Release

You told me that I have barriers but you also need to understand that the things that have happened in the relationship have made me feel not secure about you. I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. I love you, I really do, but you need to understand the following because without this information then you will not see how damaged I am and how it affects our relationship.  I mention it not to bring it up but because I want to work with you. I want our relationship to last. I know we are young but we function, so well honestly. I want you to understand the actual relationships I had and I feel like you do to a certain degree but how it drags into our relationship. It is not that I do not trust you because although you may not feel the same, you are so pure to me. You bring me such warmth and uplift me in ways that I cannot begin to thank you for. I started off high school bubbly, happy and boy was I social as fuck. Damn, not for nothing but everyone loved me and if...